messy marvins

Yesterday I saw an add for a new magazine. Organize, I only wish I was like this magazine. I am such a mess. I entered to win a free subscription from here. I love those shows on tv like "Clean House". My home usually does not get like those places, "foolishness" as the host always says. I often do feel like man this place is a mess. I have come to realize people are not embarrassed by their clutter as I am. I hate for anyone to see my clutter.:) I make myself have people over just so I can get over feeling like, "I wish I could do something with this place." I strive to have home decore. This is definately an area I am not so good at. :) I went to a single guy's house and his home is more homey and decorated than mine. I desire to do it but i just run out of creative juices before I get anywhere. It is very sad:(. Actually I laughed about my hodgepodge decore often, it is like a garage sale threw up. I would tell you about it then you would laugh at my silliness too. I want to do it but if I were honest I'd have to say it is not that important to me. I would have made the decore a bit more homey and my style, whatever that really is, if it were important. But I do not spend much time there anyway because i am very busy. It is a great place to sleep and watch tv. ;)
Here is Gabrielle my 7 year old neice showing off her "stuff". She and Sydney have the same birthday, July 23rd. Sydney was born on her 2nd birthday, she's in the background.